{"id":13372,"date":"2017-10-25T09:19:35","date_gmt":"2017-10-25T09:19:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/iamsignificant.ca\/?p=13372"},"modified":"2017-10-24T20:20:37","modified_gmt":"2017-10-24T20:20:37","slug":"im-burnt-out-on-outrage","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/iamsignificant.ca\/home\/sole-significance\/im-burnt-out-on-outrage\/","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m Burnt Out on Outrage"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I was speaking with a friend today who was expressing indignation at a particularly twisted bit of theology. \u00a0It was one of those things one can only shake one&#8217;s head, with mouth agape in wonderment, at such profound theological abuse.<\/p>\n<p>I found that in reading it, I had no energy to be outraged. \u00a0Yes, it was indeed an egregious smudge on the Kingdom of God, but I couldn&#8217;t feel anything. \u00a0 It was there I realized that I have burnt out on outrage. \u00a0To be honest, I think it has been a long time in the making.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m exhausted\u00a0giving my energy to being chronically outraged\u00a0because there is an endless supply of situations to be outraged about. \u00a0More than that, with chronic outrage it doesn&#8217;t make a way for us to do anything about the issue other than joining in on the choir of those who\u00a0rant and rail at the darkness.<\/p>\n<p>I think I am at the point where enough is enough. \u00a0I am no longer content to &#8220;kick at the darkness until it bleeds daylight.&#8221; \u00a0I&#8217;m not sure it works that way. \u00a0I am in a space where darkness is overcome with light. \u00a0Darkness is the absence of light, so to vanquish the darkness I am choosing to speak about what is loving, what is beautiful and that which is life-giving. Shining light that dispels the long shadows of despair and darkness. \u00a0 It is shining a light in such a way that it shows a way forward, a way into love that sustains in a way that\u00a0outrage and hate can never do.<\/p>\n<p>I confess to you that this is not easy to do, nor is it for the faint of heart because sometimes the darkness seems so unrelenting, &#8230; so&#8230; dark. \u00a0It is from this place that I must lean into the Light of the World, and hang on as the Light of the World hangs on to me. \u00a0In a world full of ego, fear, bitterness, jealousy, and rage, the antidote is the light of perfect love with its healing, reconciling, merciful, rugged hope and stubborn gladness.<\/p>\n<p>Jack Gilbert&#8217;s poem &#8220;A Brief Defense&#8221; is speaking to me again today (<a href=\"http:\/\/iamsignificant.ca\/featured\/stubborn-gladness\/\">I wrote about it here<\/a>) and presents the idea of a stubborn gladness. Gladness is a deep experience, as the fruit of the Spirit &#8211; Joy, and has its source within us. Its source is that place in us that the apostle Paul describes as Christ in us, the hope of glory (Col. 1:27). The place that is the core of our authentic self.<\/p>\n<p>Stubborn in that we obstinately refuse to capitulate to the &#8220;ruthless furnace of this world.&#8221; Kicking and screaming, if necessary, contending for the stubborn gladness in the midst of all of life &#8211; the good, bad and ugly.<\/p>\n<p>In his poem, Gilbert calls us to look for wonder and its gladness wherever we find it. In the sunrise, the stripes of a tiger, the laugh of a child, a song, a piece of art, a flower or forest. We reorient the way in which we see, or we look while rooting inward to that which will genuinely satisfy. We practice a new way of being, awareness, and living while resisting the pressure to succumb to this darkness.<\/p>\n<p>We can cultivate stubborn life-giving gladness. Each time we choose to tenaciously seek things for which we can be grateful we orient our self to the Light allowing gladness to arise in us. Yes, sometimes this takes a lot of work. This is why we need some faithful, forgiving friends to encourage us, and for us to encourage them. Over time this precious gift finds roots deeper in our life, with roots that can sustain us with life-giving gladness in the midst of the desert season or\u00a0life&#8217;s crisis&#8217;.<\/p>\n<h2>Jack Gilbert&#8217;s poem:<\/h2>\n<p><strong>A Brief Defense<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Sorrow everywhere. Slaughter everywhere. If babies<br \/>\nare not starving someplace, they are starving<br \/>\nsomewhere else. With flies in their nostrils.<br \/>\nBut we enjoy our lives because that&#8217;s what God wants.<br \/>\nOtherwise, the mornings before summer dawn would not<br \/>\nbe made so fine. The Bengal tiger would not<br \/>\nbe fashioned so miraculously well. The poor women<br \/>\nat the fountain are laughing together between<br \/>\nthe suffering they have known and the awfulness<br \/>\nin their future, smiling and laughing while somebody<br \/>\nin the village is very sick. There is laughter<br \/>\nevery day in the terrible streets of Calcutta,<br \/>\nand the women laugh in the cages of Bombay.<br \/>\nIf we deny our happiness, resist our satisfaction,<br \/>\nwe lessen the importance of their deprivation.<br \/>\nWe must risk delight. We can do without pleasure,<br \/>\nbut not delight. Not enjoyment. We must have<br \/>\nthe stubbornness to accept our gladness in the ruthless<br \/>\nfurnace of this world. To make injustice the only<br \/>\nmeasure of our attention is to praise the Devil.<br \/>\nIf the locomotive of the Lord runs us down,<br \/>\nwe should give thanks that the end had magnitude.<br \/>\nWe must admit there will be music despite everything.<br \/>\nWe stand at the prow again of a small ship<br \/>\nanchored late at night in the tiny port<br \/>\nlooking over to the sleeping island: the waterfront<br \/>\nis three shuttered caf\u00e9s and one naked light burning.<br \/>\nTo hear the faint sound of oars in the silence as a rowboat<br \/>\ncomes slowly out and then goes back is truly worth<br \/>\nall the years of sorrow that are to come.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"I was speaking with a friend today who was expressing indignation at a particularly twisted bit of theology. \u00a0It was one of those things one can only shake one&#8217;s head, with mouth agape in wonderment, at such profound theological abuse. 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